Randomness

too many things on my mind.. not tooo sure where to start .. why does it hurt so much to see your near and dear ones go through a difficult time.. i feel helpless... i can provide a shoulder to cry on.. a souding board..a promise to be there no matter what ... share the pain .. tears... but it does not feel enough.. feel hollow ... why do we have to make difficult choics.. damn.. am ot going anywhere with this... painful..